are you proud of me? frist post in 3 months!

hola my amies :)
TRILINGUAL!
anyy who.
im at the library right now and i have nothing to do...
i have gone to everysingle website i have an acount on or whatever..
and now im here!
isnt that exciting?!
yeah so...this computer sucks...
i wrote beccers a long story about my fun time and it wouldnt post...it took me 10 minutes to write it :(
butyeah im probably gonna go read a book because im getting really bored...
i didnt bring headphones so i can't listen to my beloved SHANE DAWSON <3<3
:) haha
new vidoe out..just saying..so yah im done.
intersesting huh?

where hearts made whole just to break?

meh.

im sorry i meant...

MMMMMMMMMMMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! :(

okso im kinda sick of liking people right now. like its A LOT easier to hate people :)
like really ok...


here's the thing...
i like 2 people right now.
know one knows about or will no about # 2.....haha :)
butttttt.....both are good friends..and for one ive had to work there problems out between them already because they are to scared to talk to eachother about it !!!!!!!!!!
and the other im not gonna mention what happened ..bc well just yeah. keep that to myself.

but yeah it just sucks. like mehh ..


this post makes a lot of sence to me...but probably if anyone een reads this crap makes no sence to you..... :)

2 words.....high school.

woooowww.

today was the first day of my highschool years...


and let me tell you....
it was the most uneventful thing ever.

shall i explain my day
no? o well.



period one- "here's your syllabus"
period 2- "here's your syllabus"
period 3- "here's your syllabus"
period 4-"here's your syllabus"
period 5- "here's your syllabus"
period 6- "here's your syllabus"
period 7-"here's your syllabus"

yep there you go.

and other than the big buliding.....not seeming to different than middle schhol!




write cha lataaa!

mmyyy bad.

wondering why my last post was all enormous!?!?

well sorry im retarded and cant function to turn off the largest font :)

just thought id explain :)

are you really reading this, or have you given up hope ?

WELLLL....

there went my whole summer, in like 2 seconds...

and i haven't updated this in 3 months but its because ive been extreeeemly busy soakin up the summmer :)

shich sucks bc schools starts in 4 days...
:'(

i mean i guess its not that bad but im just a taddd worried for high school :/


so im gonna update my last three months...

uh letss see heree....
well in july basically i did nothing worth mentioning...
except my highlight of the entire summer
LAKESIDE!!!

best week of my life, so far! :)
the place is amazing but what truley makes it is the people :)

i ccant wait for our september reunion..and midwinter :)))))))



but anywayy...
august has been me hanging out with my friends....and thats basically it.

i have had an extremly bornig summer.
yay me,.


i am kinda happy to get back to seeing my friends all the time again but you no im also angry about some people who are in my all my classes and are annoying little skany cheerleaders...and have the same name as me...

but im not saying names:)

but i feel like PUNCHING this person everytime i see her.
mehhhhhhhh.

so yeah
im gonna end this shindig here.
seems pointless to keep rambling...

lets go watch some shane dawson! !! :)
by the way... we ARE getting married.



peeace out girl scout!

A new title. just for you.

ok so summer gym is FINALLY OVER!!!

honestly, other than the running, its really easy.
i was pleasantly surprised:)

so today i shared some news with abby and becca..
and ive moved on to ANOTHER guy :)
haha
dont call me shallow because ive liked him for a while..
and uh people wh o no who i am talking about ..
*cough* abby an d becca*cough*
there lips are sealed, and if not..i will PERSONALLY SEAL THEM!
anyway..

i have no code name for him yet so ill have to think..
but i hope it kills you to not know who this guy is
muahahahahah:)

until later...

the punishment, of pain.

EH!
so i havent posted anyhting in like 5 years haha..
and now we are out of school (hallelujah) but....
im IN summer gym (D':)
so yeah.
the first day was definatly worse than today...

other than the fact that my legs are dead weight that dont even work right now....
it was easy today.,
like the only running honestly wasnt that hard..
and i noticed that its worth the pain of soreness........
SOMEWHAT.

i think its only me but my legs are going to fall off...like no even joke :) (i did that for you becca)
during the day when im workin gout ad stuff it doesnt hurt that bad but when i relax it like takes five minutes to get upstairs!!
i hope it gets better , as in stops hurting soon...

I no i can look forward to a last day of the week tomarrow and an easy bowling day monday!

until later..

BRADLEY NERDS THIS IS IMPORTANT!!!

hey yo: )
if you are going to Bradley next year you got your schedule "shed ull ull"<--british way
in the mail!!!

lets see what classes we have together eh?!!!!!!
Team 2-blue) <--?
1st period: Honors English 9 Beckley,J
2nd period: French 2 Blannin :)))))
3rd period: Honors Bio (rock on nerds!) Tarloff, E
4th Period: Ceramics 1
4th(second semester)ICT-21 Riggs, J (ive heard bad things :( )
5th Symphony Orchestra :) Robinson, J
6th World Studies (1 and 2 duhh) Sayre, T
7th Algebra 2 Horne, K



ALSO
im taking the first session of summer gym

After the fact...

yay!
we had so much fun a formal...
woo!
it was really extemely boring at first cause no one was getting int o it but then everyone actually danced!
and we air danced and made sure we were 1 ft apart to keep it G rated there :)
ugh but what i amm about to say , iin my head in rated R
i DISLIKE IMMENSELY!!!!
this girl, everyone knows her by the following discription...
"HI im miss. hoho
i think i am soooo cool because i go to a bridal store for my dress for a SEMI formal...oh im soo glad it was so cheep..only 179$$.oh aheheh i got this stupid ride for me and my friends, a limo, and they didnt give me the solid gold hummer i wanted!!!
>:( and my shoes ($100) didnt match my diamond tiara :(
im soooo mad...i know what i can do....IM GONNA GO GRIND ON SOME BOYS!"
that would be her...
ugh i wanted to punch her ion the face, and so did everyone else,...
she gets me SO mad sometimes...


oh we did this amazing pic it was aweosme..
it was like all oltimer ish ahah
and we did a human limbo thing :)
those were fun :))))

woo so yeah i have all my formal pics on facebook and myspace :)

yayy becca! and abby! and laura! and kenji!

happy blogaversiery:)
i cant spell so shut up lol
uh yeah we got ours blogs at like the same time but i never kept up with mine!

:)

ok so lately i have just like been in exit mode, if u will.



i feel like i have no modivation to do anything any more and i just reallllly want it to be summer!

so if i seem like a big bottle of sunshine:)
thats why.

Loving easily turns into loathing.

Ok so finally after a year and just about a month of likeing the same guy...
IM DONE,
i no longing like him,
for a while i like lovvvved him but now,
well needless to say
i loathe him.

and i mean i may still have something there and i know it will come back after he stops dating.....
uh,
dot.
yeah dot.


and ugh i mean even if i dont like him,
if its happened to you youll no what i mean



after you like someone for THAT long and they start going out with someone else,
it rips you apart.
and it makes you want to punch them in the face.

I HATE OATS ( and i dont mean the breakfast for old people)

hello.
haha ok soooo incase you havent heard i might have to restart my OAT!
my reading one that is...
because its illegal or something to cover up an old sticker possibly..well no one knows..


i do NOT want to take that test again!!
it took me 1.5 hours!
and i reaaaaaaaalllllllllllyyy do not feel like doing it again,,,
but i mihgt hurt someone if i have to haha


and its not just me ..
see this is what happened ...
somehow along the line 4 got switched up
i got adams
adam got feairas
feaira got bridgets
and bridget got mine.

so we might ALLLL have to do it again.
it kinda sucks.

and i hope this gets worked out before wednesday because i am not going to be happy to figure out i have to redo both the reading and math!!
ughhh!!!

untitled.

:)
deep.



today was a good day,
and for ONCE....nothing went wrong!
yay!
but im sure tomarrow ill get stuck by lightining or something stupid likethat.
hah just kdding....knock on wood.


AHHHHH
i have nothing to vent about!
im sure your terribly and completely sad that you cant here me complain....



OH WAIT!
i thought of something!

STELLAR KART IS REPLACING HAWK NELSON AT REVOLVE!!!!!
>:((((((

?

I don't understand how everyone can like rainy days.
i mean they are so depressing and make the day drag on and on and on and on......

you get my point.
i actually hate them :)

well..

that kinda blew up in my face.

annnyyway.,
im so ticked right now.
like its not even funny.
im seriously holding back from hurting people.

i dont even feel like explaining it its just so complicated and UGH
I AM TYPING WITH AGRESSION.


life sucks, a lot.

ohhhh shakespear:)

no not the books.
or plays..
hah
the person (codename)
yay
as ive already shared with a few people...
today was the best end to a day:)
i get a text from rocket about shakespear:)
and i got the impresssion that he hates me and doesnt want to talk to me
but he says to rocket
"if haley has texted me i must not have gotten them" (for i have texted hima few times...no reply)
"because more than likely i would have texted her back.."
"whats her number"
this mayyy or probably does mean nothing to you butt.,..
it means soooo verry much to me:)-
<333333

WOO! :)

yay!
ive got no homework in geometry,,
ive got on my favorite songs in once place, my blog,
ive got my bass lesson,
ive got a good day today:))
haha:)

Am i wrong?

How the heck am i suppose to be friends with someone again if i have no time to even hang out with them?
Everyone hangs out with there friends out of school..
and since i feel like im not allowed to sit with them at lunch...
the only time i would have for her and me to hang would be like sleepovers..
but no.
the other person has "called" her for every friday for like tillt he end of school..

!!!
AH
i am so mad about this situation like everytime somonthing good happens, something bad will happen too..

In the beginning...

I try again.,
another blog which i probably will never keep up with.
toooo many other things to do:)
but why not?
( codenames are what i have to work from)

So lately like ipj is all nicer to me,,,,which i have nooooo problem with...
and i talked to jonas,,,and she says i cant go back because she just knows ipj wont ever talk to me..
what the heck?!
im right, its like shes trying to get her idolated away from me .
so hah........bear.


anywho.. can u add people u know on here or not?
idk i shall try...