Loving easily turns into loathing.

Ok so finally after a year and just about a month of likeing the same guy...
IM DONE,
i no longing like him,
for a while i like lovvvved him but now,
well needless to say
i loathe him.

and i mean i may still have something there and i know it will come back after he stops dating.....
uh,
dot.
yeah dot.


and ugh i mean even if i dont like him,
if its happened to you youll no what i mean



after you like someone for THAT long and they start going out with someone else,
it rips you apart.
and it makes you want to punch them in the face.

I HATE OATS ( and i dont mean the breakfast for old people)

hello.
haha ok soooo incase you havent heard i might have to restart my OAT!
my reading one that is...
because its illegal or something to cover up an old sticker possibly..well no one knows..


i do NOT want to take that test again!!
it took me 1.5 hours!
and i reaaaaaaaalllllllllllyyy do not feel like doing it again,,,
but i mihgt hurt someone if i have to haha


and its not just me ..
see this is what happened ...
somehow along the line 4 got switched up
i got adams
adam got feairas
feaira got bridgets
and bridget got mine.

so we might ALLLL have to do it again.
it kinda sucks.

and i hope this gets worked out before wednesday because i am not going to be happy to figure out i have to redo both the reading and math!!
ughhh!!!

untitled.

:)
deep.



today was a good day,
and for ONCE....nothing went wrong!
yay!
but im sure tomarrow ill get stuck by lightining or something stupid likethat.
hah just kdding....knock on wood.


AHHHHH
i have nothing to vent about!
im sure your terribly and completely sad that you cant here me complain....



OH WAIT!
i thought of something!

STELLAR KART IS REPLACING HAWK NELSON AT REVOLVE!!!!!
>:((((((

?

I don't understand how everyone can like rainy days.
i mean they are so depressing and make the day drag on and on and on and on......

you get my point.
i actually hate them :)

well..

that kinda blew up in my face.

annnyyway.,
im so ticked right now.
like its not even funny.
im seriously holding back from hurting people.

i dont even feel like explaining it its just so complicated and UGH
I AM TYPING WITH AGRESSION.


life sucks, a lot.

ohhhh shakespear:)

no not the books.
or plays..
hah
the person (codename)
yay
as ive already shared with a few people...
today was the best end to a day:)
i get a text from rocket about shakespear:)
and i got the impresssion that he hates me and doesnt want to talk to me
but he says to rocket
"if haley has texted me i must not have gotten them" (for i have texted hima few times...no reply)
"because more than likely i would have texted her back.."
"whats her number"
this mayyy or probably does mean nothing to you butt.,..
it means soooo verry much to me:)-
<333333

WOO! :)

yay!
ive got no homework in geometry,,
ive got on my favorite songs in once place, my blog,
ive got my bass lesson,
ive got a good day today:))
haha:)

Am i wrong?

How the heck am i suppose to be friends with someone again if i have no time to even hang out with them?
Everyone hangs out with there friends out of school..
and since i feel like im not allowed to sit with them at lunch...
the only time i would have for her and me to hang would be like sleepovers..
but no.
the other person has "called" her for every friday for like tillt he end of school..

!!!
AH
i am so mad about this situation like everytime somonthing good happens, something bad will happen too..

In the beginning...

I try again.,
another blog which i probably will never keep up with.
toooo many other things to do:)
but why not?
( codenames are what i have to work from)

So lately like ipj is all nicer to me,,,,which i have nooooo problem with...
and i talked to jonas,,,and she says i cant go back because she just knows ipj wont ever talk to me..
what the heck?!
im right, its like shes trying to get her idolated away from me .
so hah........bear.


anywho.. can u add people u know on here or not?
idk i shall try...